No one need not know that you had forgotten, that you would have rather they did not remind you. In the end, it wouldn't matter because eventually you'd see with your own eyes what actually happened. You'd realize that the face you had been wearing was actually a mask and that to this very moment, it kills you. Your world has been slowly breaking apart and you are simply too proud to admit it. The greatest blow has been made and the only thing left for you to do is to pick up the fragments of your heart scattered all over the floor and smile.